except, i didnt get a kiss from my boyfriend.. lol nice guy eh.

your an asshole.

i just saw a spider on my kitchen counter and had a spazz attack. lol woo!

im going to break down and cry.. the only person i wanted to spend my birthday with probably wont see me, which is my boyfriend.. and my worst rival is, trying to break us apart. like shes such a fucking bitch. wanna like shoot me repeatly?

im in a happy mood today. i woke up with a really cute text message from my boyfriend apologizing for last night, he thinks im going to dump him so i just replied telling him i loved him alot. now, im going downstairs (yes im still in my bed b/c its comfy) and i shall ask my mom to make me grilled chesse!

My Day Was Fine.. then you just ruined it, it should be fun crying myself to sleep tonight.. :/

Well, i stopped cutting my rists. its starting to heal up. the only bad thing is, i dont have much of an appatite. im just not hungry for some reason. o.O my birthday is in 2 days :) (friday) i get to spend the day with my boyfriend and some friends, its going to be the best birthday ive had yet. i never do anything for my birthdays, so im pre` excited.

I feel like a bad person, because my whole arm is already like covered in these horrid scars. there not so deep. but I always have to wear long sleeves. .. JHASDK. 

yes, i started cutting. i did it last night. this morning i did it aswell, I woke up without a phone. My mom knows that my phone is my legit LIFE. so this is was I intend on doing everytime I get upset. ( I get upset alot ) ..

Anonymous asked: i feel your pain.

no you don’t. unless your in my shoes, you haven’t experienced what I have.